06.27.09 ...My Computer Crashed at the beginning of the week. (06.21.09) i Lost a 1 TeraByte Drive. i'm so Glad i got this Acer NetBook!!! Right Now i'm trying to get my new drive hooked up with the other 3 i have in my case. i need to get Windows XP installed... Then start installing all my Favorite Software i use on a Daily basis. Today is Saturday, June 27, 2009. It is 07:10am. i have been up all night DownLoading Software UpDates. i Hope to be Back Up and Running Soon!! See Ya Soon - i Hope.. ThunderBoy David...  i Hope that EveryOne has a Great WeekEnd! ...Dsn

04.26.09 ...Hello. And let's Welcome me back. There is so much that has happen. i would be here typing day and night for a week and still not cover all of it. This will not be a rant and rave or a soap box entry. i just thought i would pop by and say HI, Hello, it's been a while. i went through AnnaStesia.com last night and took out a lot of pictures and tried to clean the site up a bit. In the upcoming weeks i will be adding more pictures and content to the website. i have mostly been having fun with my other web site, although i really have not made any changes to it in the last few months. Check it out, www.thunderboy.org. Well, That's about it for now. i might come back by and tell more.. who knows. i Hope that EveryOne has a Great WeekEnd!!! ...Dsn

05.21.08 ...Well, Today is the Day. i'm sure that i will be back sometime in the future. But for right now this will be it for a while. i have not posted any thoughts of mine for some time. It's not that i've been busy. i just haven't had the time to be me. And that's what this is all about. i'm tired of not being able to be me. i'm tired of living a lie. For one thing, this feeling brings on way to many memories from my past. Not being able to think for myself. Being told what to wear, how i should cut my hair, what to eat, how to talk. Don't get me wrong, it's not quite like that this time. But the same feelings are there. i can hear the people around me say that some of my ways are childish, and that i should stop acting those ways and act more like a man. i think if those people would get to know me better, they would find that i am more of a man than they could ever know i am. Probably More of a Man than they are!! By the way, This is NOT a Pity Party, And, i'm not trying to Toot my Horn. One Part that's on my chest, or should i say my shoulder, is that so many of the people around me has judged me without getting to know me. They judged based on the outer appearance. Okay, i'm fat. i have pierced ears. i have tattoos. i have hair on my face. i use to have really long hair. Now i have Really Short hair. And you know what.. i still get comments.. Everyone acted as though i was a criminal when i had long hair, so i decided to shave my head. Now that i keep my hair really short.. Guess what.. i'm still treated like a criminal. Someone always has a comment about how i wear my hair or the clothes i have on, and it's not always a positive comment. That is another part of  what i'm talking about here. All the negative Energy that lives around me and how much is in my life. i want it all gone. i do know that for all the Negative Energy to be gone would be living in a perfect world, and that would never happen. i just don't think i should have to put up with so much of it everyday of my life. Again, That's just part of it. The main thing is that i'm tired of Not being me. i can't talk about the things i'm interested in. One reason is that no one understands the things i'm interested in. i Love my Computer, and there is only One person i can talk to about it. There are a couple of people in my life that i can't talk about computers when i'm around them. They think they know their stuff, when in fact, they don't know shit. Which is quite funny. Don't get me wrong, i don't know everything. But i have been doing this for 20 years. i think i might know at least one or two things.  Hang On, Be Right Back.

Well, Here is the Deal. i had to leave that day and i never came back to finish my little Soap Box Speech. After thinking about it for a couple of days, i thought, what Difference would it make. So i left it un-Done. Half-Baked. We all know that the crap will carry on no matter what is said or done. People are rude because, well, because they are rude. And, They don't care. Probably never will. So why don't We let them go through life judging others and stay pissy, and two faced all the time. i'm sure that is the way that makes them feel happy and comfortable. i have had enough of it. Don't get me wrong. Don't think i am going to go around and show my ass. Oh no. i'm just not going to take any Shit off anyone. Not anymore. If Someone doesn't like something i said or did, First, let's sit and discuss it like adults..! If that does not work. Damn You!! ...Look at me. i'm getting started again. How about EveryOne have a Great WeekEnd!!! Cya, ...Dsn