31 December 2005... Happy New Year!!!... ...Dsn..
29 December 2005... i hope that EveryOne had a Great Christmas or X-Mas.. which ever one applies to you.. i know that here.. we had a pretty good Christmas.. we had each other and lots of LOVE...!!!... oh.. and presents also.. ... i hope that the upcoming year is a good one for all of you!!! So with that... Happy New Year to Each and EveryOne... and Have a Great WeekEnd... Dsn... Party Responsibly....Just Kidding.. Party like You mean it.. Dsn
13 December 2005... Just another day in the Nelson household... also known as the recovery ward... Stephania came through the surgery fine.. she delivered her two baby cysts just fine... and was able to keep the other parts that she needed to keep... You read between the lines... ... The surgery was on a Wednesday... and i brought her home that Friday morning... she has been up and about ever since.. i am VERY proud of her... this is nothing like last time... she is up and walking around... getting up.. sitting up.. she is doing it all... Except... bending over... and we all know how much i would LOVE for her to bend over.... just so i could kick her ass... ...Nothing special going on... Our Wedding anniversary is coming up... December the 15th i believe... it will be 9 years... 9 years of pure He.. .. Healing... of all the beatings i have gotten.. Just Kidding... really..... Beatings for all the bad things i seem to keep doing and not learning from my mistakes.... Yes.. for the first time in History... i will admit it... i am a Bad Boy... and very proud of it... well.. bad boy as in.. i get in trouble a lot... a whole lot.. trust me... .... i have not done any Christmas shopping or Anniversary shopping... usually i do not wait till the last minute.. but this year... i have had no choice... such is life... ... Oh.. i have read a few things about writing and the internet.. and how punctuation is getting worse... one such example mentioned was the use of to many periods........... Well... i tend to use periods for a Pause....... This is my Site, My Page, My Journal, My Thoughts.... SO... i shall use as many as i like...................Thank You... Don't like it??? Don't Read It...!!!! Okay... Other than that.... i hope that EveryOne has a Great Week!!!...Dsn...
01 December 2005... Christmas is almost here... i will not say Happy Holidays when i am talking about Christmas... Merry Christmas to all those who will be celebrating... and Happy Holiday to those who will be doing their own thing...(thang)... NO!!.. we will not be putting up a Holiday Tree... we might put up a Christmas Tree... Please.. let's be for real here... i understand the idea behind all of it... but for some of us... we have been doing this our whole life... so if you don't like it... go jump... or whatever it is you do to yourself... .... Okay.. put the soap box away.. been a while since i've done that... felt good... ... Stephania will be having her surgery on December 7th, 2005... to remove a cyst... i think i have already mentioned it... but.. since it's getting closer.. the surgery is more on our minds.... we went to Barns and Noble tonight.. she got some books to read... the doctor told her she would be off work for six weeks.. but she got word today that she would be off only two weeks... Oops... not what she expected.... she had already put in for the time off work.... ... as for me.. all is good... meds are good... the new shrink is okay.. but i have only met with him once.. he seems nice.. i guess... i have felt so GREAT and more like my old self the past few weeks than i have in a very long time... it's a good feeling... i miss it... ... if for some reason i don't make it back.. well.. i will come back and let everyone know how Stephania made it through... but other than that.... .... i hope that EveryOne has a Great Christmas and a Great New Years!!!.... Dsn....
24 November 2005... Happy ThanksGiving!!!.... EveryOne have a Great time, Be Safe, and try not to eat to much.... Dsn
09 November 2005... Gosh... it has been a long time... really have not been that busy... doing much of nothing.. been having problems remembering what day it is... been losing days.. if you will.... seems like i snap out of it... and look and it will be Friday... and the next time i snap out of "it".. it will be Tuesday... or whatever day.... ... we found out last week that Stephania will be having surgery on December 7th, 2005.... to remove a cyst... it will be the second time... we are not sure what all the doctor will have to remove.. lets hope not to much... ... we didn't make it to Stephania's 20th Class reunion... to much going on that weekend... work.. sick.. flu shot... work... cleaning house... ... All the cats are doing well.. and the dog... even though AnnaStesia has become very picky about what she will eat.. but.. i guess after eating dog food for 15 years... you can do that.... ... well.. i'm at a loss for words... funny.. huh??... EveryOne have a Great Week!!!... Dsn....
04 September 2005... Well.. it is Labor Day weekend... Today is Sunday... i could not sleep last night.. which is nothing new.. and Yes.. i do have a terrible headache at the moment.. Stephania and i will be going down to the river this afternoon to eat dinner with the folks.. Stephania's car will not crank.. i think the battery has given up the ghost... But.. the battery is like six months old... or less... i need to get my CR-V repaired.. where i had one of my Manic moments.. and ripped off one of the side mirrors... i am a little upset about the storm that came through.. Stephania and i were suppose to go down to New Orleans the weekend of the 19th.. but didn't go.. now we don't know when we will go... or if ever... kind of sad.. and NO.. not because of that... it's sad for all the people that live there... and in Mississippi... Sad for EveryOne that was harmed by the storm.. What happen to where a person could just say what was in their head and heart and not have to be PC...
Before i grab the soap box... i hope that EveryOne has a Great Week.. and a Safe Labor Day... Dsn...
28 August 2005... Hello All... Today has been a very slow day.. nothing much going on... Stephania and i did go to Cracker Barrel for Breakfast.... then we came home... i took a really long nap... and at 14:00 we first went to Ruby Tuesday's... But no one would come and take our order.. So we left... we then went to Pollo Volador (Flying Chicken) Tex-Mex place... we both love it there... the people have always been so Nice.. and the Food is always Great!!! Stephania got Enchiladas Rancheras... and i got Flautas Mexicanas... which is what i always get.. it is the Best!!!... other than that.. not much is really going on... Just living.. taking things day by day... i hope that EveryOne has a Great Week!!!... Dsn...
14 August 2005... Here we are again... Many weeks later.. i am not doing a good job keeping up with my Random Thoughts... i have found in the past few months that what i have to say really does not matter... Some may even think i run my mouth way to much... or the things i say.. i am either just guessing or making it up as i go.. So... i think i will shut up for a while.... Now don't get me wrong... i will keep this page going.... i will let EveryOne know what all is going on here in the house hold... and the Family... But.. i will leave my 2 cents worth out of it.... SO.. here goes... For the past three weeks.. i (Dsn) have been sick... Stephania had a cold... she missed three days of work.. but she is doing much better... Stephania's Mom hurt her back.. she had to have surgery on her back this past Friday.. she made it through just fine... She is home now... resting... Hmm... i guess that is it for now... i hope that EveryOne has a Great Week!!!... Dsn
11 July 2005... Yes.. Yes... It has been a Great while... Much has happen in my life... Funny.. My So Called Life... didn't that use be a TV show??.. Hmm... My Friends... let me tell you a little story about a Letter in my life.. the letter "X"..... Seems that my shrink thinks that my past shrinks were a little right..... Back Up... i have seen like 5 different Shrinks since i moved to the Birmingham area... this last one.. He is really COOL!!!!..... we really connect on so many levels.... He could see problems others couldn't... most of the other shrinks wanted to treat me for ADD, OCD, and BiPolar Disorder..... Well... Dr. Shafer has adjusted his thinking... i am now being treated for Post Trauma Stress, and BiPolar.... Yea!!! ..... Okay... i am telling you this after it has happen... and from a second party.... because... i was so out of it.... stoned... drunk (not from drinking).. out of my head... i don't remember any of it......Okay.. here goes... Two weeks ago.. Stephania and i were going to go get our hair cut.. and i got nervous... so i called WalGreens and asked to get my bottle of XanaX re-Filled.... i dropped off Stephania and drove straight to WalGreens.... got out in the Truck.. and took Two... right there on the spot.... when i got back to the beauty shop... i think i took two more.... i do not remember anything after that.... Nothing..... All i remember is ... i woke up... and it was Tuesday Morning... and i was in the Mental Ward in Lock Down at MontClair Hospital... Seems the haircuts went well... we got home.... and i lost my wallet and truck keys... and then i started tearing the house apart... throwing everything in a big pile in the center of each room.... throwing Books, CDs, DVDs, Clothes, you name it.... broke several things.... i did find my car keys .... don't remember where.... did find my wallet.. it was in a pair of dirty shorts that was in the bottom of the clothes hamper.... go figure... But.. i didn't find my wallet till i got home from the Hospital and started cleaning the house up.... OH.. one other thing.. while i was tearing the house apart... Stephania had called the cops.... she went outside.. i did not notice this... but after a while.. i did hear a lot of people talking outside... so i got my hand gun and went outside.. and there were the cops... and yes i was taken down.. and my gun(s) were taken from me.. but i got them back when i got out of the hospital.... Everyone seems okay with me.. as long as i take my meds.. and i seem okay... or "Normal" ... whatever that means... Oh well... i will tell more later... those are the highlights.... there is so much more to tell.... i hope that EveryOne has a Great Week.... Dsn
25 June 2005... Words can not describe what all has been going on... let's see... my shrink has changed my meds around again.... so many meds that i am taken... to hard to keep up with... oh.. my "Y' Key on m key board is sticking...so if i leave a "y" off a word... i am sorry... but i will try to keep an eye out.... i have been pretty drugged up for the past few months... been having problems remembering certain things..... of course it could be old age.... .... as those who know... my Green Honda CR-V got killed... and i got a New 2005 CR-V... really cool... fully loaded... with no extra charge... and yes i did show my butt.. but.. i did get what all i wanted.... YEA!!!!!.... the only problem.... i need the Title
12 May 2005... You just will not believe what all has happen the past few.... Well.. On 06 May 2005 i got a Brand New Honda CR-V... it is Silver Moss... it is Silver.. with Black interior... Today is the 12th of May.. i got my stereo installed.. complete with Amp and Sub.. YEA!!!... Sounds much better... i think i have an itch for a new stereo.. and another Sub... or a larger Sub... don't know yet... the stereo i am looking into is the Pioneer DEH-P8MP... i have a 12" Sub.. i was thinking of adding another... or going with a 16" Sub... not sure yet... it is not that i want everyone to know that i am coming... i just want the music to sound right... like it is meant to be... ...The New CR-V is a little different... some of the things on the inside have been moved around... like the Parking Brake... the Cup Holders are smaller... very strange... which means that a 20oz drink does not fit very well... there is no clock... except the one on the stereo... which is fine with me... ... Yesterday.. i took Stephania to the hospital... when she broke her leg.. they put four screws and large bolt... yesterday (05/11/2005), the Doctor removed the large bolt... so.. maybe that means it won't be long before she can start walking.. or rather using her right leg again... and we can get rid of the wheel chair... and i can quit being the personal slave... just kidding... There is so much more to say... and to tell... but i am about to fall asleep... so.. i hope that EveryOne has a Great Day... Dsn
22 April 2005... Well... Hello!!.. it has been a very long time... Seems i have had nothing much to say... online that is... BUT... Stephania has been getting an ear full...<laugh>.... About Three weeks ago.. i had an Anxiety attack... a Really BAD one... kind of like the one i had two months before my 40th birthday.. when i lost 30lbs.... Could not eat... Could not sleep.. was Mad all the time... Crazy out my mind... Thought Everyone was trying to kill me... Thought Everyone Hated Me.... Just Crazy... a Freak of Nature.... So... this time.... Stephania talked me into going back and seeing my old Shrink.... Dr. Shafer.. a Great Man.... i LOVE him.... he is sooo great to talk with.... BUT.. he put me on a boat load of meds.... again.... i had quit taking all that i was on about a year ago.... Hey... i was feeling better.... But.. i know... i know....i can hear YOU now.... So... things were starting to settle down... a little.... BUT... if you will go look at the Pics on the What We Have Been Up TO page... you will see that on April 19, 2005... a very nice Lady.. decided to RAM her van... with her little boy inside... into my Baby Honda CR-V... and.... She killed my CR-V.... Total... 4 cars were in the accident... Everyone was okay... i think that Stephania was hurt the worse... she has marks all over her legs....keep in mind.. that she broke her right leg about 6 weeks ago... and is still dealing with that issue.... and is now.. a whole new issue... because we have to get it checked... to make sure no new damage has been caused........ which has not... thank goodness..... So... i think from the look of it... the other two guys will be able to drive home.... my CR-V and the Van... will probably wind up being trashed..... So.. i wonder what i will be getting.... from what i have heard Stephania say.. it won't be Brand New... like last time... Darn it.... Looks as though the string of Good Luck is about to run out... i use to have a most wonderful friend... and he use to say.. i was the luckiest guy in the world... because crazy things would happen to me... i would always wind up with a whole bunch of free stuff.... or the best seats... or the best food.... or the prettiest date.... it has always just happen.....But you watch... now that i actually talk about it... it will all stop... over night... a Dead Stop.... you watch.... Nothing else really new.... the new PSP Rocks!!!!.... Pretty cool.... ... FireFox.com sent me a T-Shirt... i just LOVE that company.....The Browser is GREAT.... They also have a program called SunBird which i really Love... and many others to look at... Mozilla is a Fun Site and Great Programs... i Really LOVE them... if anyone is still using Internet Explorer... you are putting your life in danger.... don't do it.... alright .. enough of that... Mr. Ivan has just jumped into my lap.. so i guess that means it is time for me to pet him.... i hope that EveryOne has a Great WeekEnd... Dsn.... OOps.. i forgot... If i Wronged or Hurt AnyOne during my Fits... Please try to understand... i am So Very Sorry... i am sick in the head... it has to be said... i do have mental problems... All my life i was always told that i would never amount to nothing... now i live here and i am being told that i am intelligent... i have been told that i even Talk Over some Heads.... and i have a Very Hard time believing that.... Because in my mind... i am just trying to keep up with Everyone else.... to me... Everyone is so smart and doing so much better than me... than i will ever do.... and i am just trying my best to BE...... So.. i am Very Sorry... if i have Hurt AnyOne during my Fits of Rage and my Out Of Body Moments.... Please Try to UnderStand.... Dsn
15 March 2005... Today is Mamie's BirthDay... She would have been 91 years old.. if she were still alive... i sure do miss that 'Crazy', Old Woman!!! She might now have understood everything i said or did... But she always Loved me.. no matter what... i really miss that... i wanted to take some flowers down to Andalusia.. But at the moment.. i am needed here... i am still taking care of Stephania... Why?? .. Well,.. if you have not seen the pictures yet.. Stephania fell down.. and broke her Right leg a few inches above her ankle.. and she sprained her left ankle.. The Doctor had to do surgery on her right leg.. he put in 4 screws and 1 large bolt and a metal plate... In a few weeks, he will be removing the bolt... For the next 6 to 8 weeks she will be in a wheelchair.. because she is not to put any weight on her right leg... Last Friday.. she got her staples out... and she started wearing a huge pressure boot... it looks pretty cool... But she says that it weighs a ton... ... Nothing new going on... just been hanging out at home... doing chores around the house... taking Stephania to work and picking her up... Ever so often we go out to lunch during her work days... OH.. Blue Cross had their Corner Stone awards Party/Luncheon... And,.. for the first time.. Stephania won the Corner Stone award... Blue Cross is divided into Groups/Teams... and once a year... Everyone in the Group votes on the One person of the Group that has been Out Standing... Like.. the best attitude, hard worker, easy to get along with, most helpful... and so on... It is hard to believe that Stephania won... i don't think she believes it either... But.. it happened.. And i am so glad it did... Every year she comes home upset that she did not win... But.. she did win this year... YEA!!!! ... i decided today that i am ready to build a new desktop computer for myself.... But then i read an article about the new 64-bit Math Coprocessors coming out.. and MicroSoft is going to release a 64-bit version of Windows XP... So now.. should i wait... i want to.. but the article said that they probably won't come out till 2006.... And then there is the Blu-Ray drive... and when will it hit the shelves...??? i guess i need to look into what all is out and decided to build or not... That is about it for now... i will post more as it happens... and as Time permits... Till then... Hope that EveryOne has a Great Week... Dsn
09 February 2005... I turn 40 years old today... Something i thought i would never do.. This was something that very few people in my life knew about... From the time i was around 16 or 17 years old.. i had a dream that i would never make it to 40.. But i did... somehow.. someway... Much has happened in my life.. and there is So much more that has not... And that is what Tomorrow is for... i have been to places that many people have never heard of... i have seen things that should not have been seen... i have heard things.. That i wish i had never heard... and yet... here i am... Still here... ...i have been feeling much better the past few weeks... Dare i say.. all the pain is gone.. i am able to eat now.. For the past two weeks i have been able to move about... go out... go to the Computer stores... or just go out riding around and listening to CDs.... (one of my more favorite things to do).... For a week there.. all i did was clean out the Computer room here... well.. i went through everything... filled the garbage can several times... and put all that needs to be kept or looked through later in plastic totes.... Soo.. the room looks much better... as for what part of it you can see... i moved my LapTop to my desk... during Christmas i bought some External Hard Drives.. so now i have MUCH space to store files and such... i have my scanner setup.. and went through all the cables behind mine and Stephania's desk.. Oh.. i also upgraded Stephania's computer during Christmas.. i added a newer processor and she now has 2gig of Ram instead of 512meg... She also has a 250gig Hard Drive and an 80gig Hard Drive.. She got a new printer (HP 1350 all-in-one), and she got new speakers (which sound awesome)... oh.. and a new MP3 player... ...Christmas was sort of quiet.. i was sick the whole time.. i didn't really spend that much time with Stephania and her family... i just stayed home and laid in bed... watched a lot of TV.. well... mostly movies and the News... ... Lets see.. i got Birthday phone calls from Stephania's Mom, Allison, Judy C., ... i got a Birthday HairCut... Stephania gave me a Finger Print Recognition (Biometric Password Manager) device for my computer. (and two cards), Stephania's brother Steve and his family gave me a card, and Stephania's Mom cooked Camp Stew, with a Grape Salad for my BirthDay dinner and gave me the 2004 Stamp Collection Book.. (i have been getting the Collection Books since i got married... Stephania started the whole thing... blame her)... ... After dinner we came home... fed the animals... Stephania started reading a book and watching the TV.. and i came in here and did a little computer work... i really have not been in the mood to do much computer work... i guess i got a bug today... i was able to get all my old Tabs back from FireFox... Oh.. my LapTop had a melt down.. and i had to format the Hard Drive and Re-install Windows XP... and now i am in the process of installing all the software i had on it before... all the software i use on a daily basis and all the software i have bought over the past year or so.... But.. i had to poke around through some data files to find what Tabs i use to have... But i have them all now... Yea!!! ... Well.. that is about it for now... i have some new pictures for the website... maybe i will feel up to putting them on tomorrow... should not be a problem.... i hope... The time now is 23:05 (11:05pm) ... i think i will head to the bed.. and try to sleep all night.... i woke up at 2:30 this morning... excited about turning 40 i guess... not sure... ...Hope EveryOne has a Great Day tomorrow.. and a Great WeekEnd coming Up... Dsn
14 January 2005... Not much going on yet... Still seeing many Doctors.. i have lost lots of weight... We had money stolen from our house... and i know it was the teenager from across the street... Still very sick.... Have many things to do... Trying to get the house in better shape.... trying to get many special things for Stephania.... Christmas was Ok.. i was sick the whole time.... i just stayed home in bed really.... Oh well... more later.... i hope EveryOne has a Great WeekEnd!!!.... Dsn